Momma I miss you everyday. There is not a moment I don't look at your picture to see your smile and wish I could hug you again. I keep seeing you in that hospital bed weak and broken down and that keeps flashing through my mind. Wish I could do so much more with you and wish we could go out to eat or I could bring you something and just spend the day with you again. Instead I go for hours at a time to your graveside and just sit there and talk to you. I miss you so much and I need your help to get closer to dad and not push him away when I need him the most. I love you always and forever. Give Debra a hug from me and Grandma too. I know your rocking baby Bentley and all the others up there with your love we miss so much. I love you always and can't believe it's already been 3 months and 6 days since you got your forever home. I love you always and miss you everyday. Love you always mama from above