My tribute to you, My Love Dear Michael Allen Pawlik,  I only had 850 days from the day I started my job at Windsor until the day you parted this Earth. To claim you as my one true Love and make your life worth living until the End I had lost my job at Bona in mid July 2017, around the time you started your job at Windsor. I know now there was a reason for that even though I was out of work for 12 weeks. Then I came to where you were at in November and that began the journey of 2 years, 4 months. Maybe you can’t hear this but I just want you to know how much it meant to me, And I appreciate every minute of it but I know it is in the past. I know I can never get it back, it is gone forever in the midst of my memory. But at least I got to have some of it With You. The last 850 days of your beautiful Life. In that way, I was deeply blessed because nothing is guaranteed. And neither of us were owed anything good to come between us. Everything is transient……… I know you would not have meant to die, if you knew how much pain it caused in us If you only knew how much pain it really does continue to cause, Secretly In your love’s tender heart, My heart which is only half there now. For how can the love of your life go so long with just half a heart? I don’t want to, but I have to Missing your touch, friendship and presence Unlike anything in this life That I have to live without you My Love….You are the One I was meant to love 850 days of Our lives…… Rest in Peace and Harmony, You Are Loved by manyÂ